quick update

6 May

The last few months have been everything but quiet. April was a month of intense feelings and emotions, a month of intense reflection of myself and my life. At the moment I am yearning for new friendship and companionship, the feeling is strong..lately I get the feeling something or someone is trying to connect. I hope we can meet halfway and make it happen. I’ve read so many times how we are all connected at anytime. What affects me, what I say, what I think ripples outwards into the Universe…and affects everyone. The last 4 months I’ve been monitoring my thoughts so I may bring more wellness and abundance to my life, so I may manifest what I want in my life right now. 

This past weekend I got out for a few days of relaxation, myself and a few friends camped out by a beautiful river..I felt relaxed and my body/field re energized and healed..thank you river. ! 


cellular memory or dream?

22 Mar

Wow, last nights dream was an event I won’t forget. I don’t know where it took place because it didn’t look familiar at all. I remember..I remember being in some outdoor setting, dirt and vast openness. There was other people around and there was this commotion, something was happening. The next scene was inside this really nice home or cavern, it was inside a rock formation I believe. Its interior was beautiful, simple yet very intricate; smooth walls and a high ceiling. I was aware of what was going on at this point. There was a threat in space and we failed to protect our solar system. The enemy appeared to have infiltrated our planetary space. I don’t know if we were on Earth or not.
I was with a group of people and we were paying attention to this flat screen on a white wall; the screen was showing every action of our fleet v.s. the perpetrators, who I didn’t identify. In the dream this was so detailed, I could see the crafts having dog fights in space, close up and everything. I remembered seeing a craft shoot something towards the planet…!! I reacted and grabbed my friends and people around me and we hit the floor to take cover. A few seconds later we felt and heard the impact, this deep rumble, my god the blast made its way towards us and we were lifted in the air about 6 feet high. Very slowly..we all hit the floor like in slow motion, got our senses and realized we were all alive! There was a suggestion to fly us out of there, I didn’t agree because we were under attack, it seemed foolish to take off and be in the skies. Somehow we were convinced and we found ourselves inside of this white craft, almost looked like a Lear jet, no wings, it was so clean. I remember being in flight, I saw blue skies and clouds. At this point I didn’t know where we were going, we were being flown towards safety for sure. I remember keeping my cool, It happened rather quickly..
Even in the dream I asked myself who was I..? Flat screen on the wall viewing exactly what was happening..being flown in crafts to safety. I knew I was in a privileged position, that is all.


mixed greens

18 Mar

mixed greens

Feeling great!

16 Mar

I’ve been feeling great the last 4-5 days, the weather has been incredibly good. Good calm, meditative sleep lately its been awesome. My enthusiasm has been stupendous, my joy for living has increased, I’m one that enjoys life to its fullest but I’m just saying its on another octave, it truly is! 


careful out there

14 Mar

As we approach a full moon and the March equinox, its very clear that things feel a bit agitated. Not just with things around the world but most noticeably with folks around me and of course, myself. The weather has been steadily ridiculously nice here in the bay area. I’ve been riding my bike quite a lot and I’ve been enjoying myself riding with the wind effortlessly around the city. While riding my bike I’ve noticed a bit of chaos in the streets, police, police, ambulance, police, fire engines…its quite the mess out there. And I can’t forget reckless drivers.. The last two days I went out for a ride it was like being in the middle of GTA mayhem! (Grand theft Auto the video game) 


14 Mar

Acts and thoughts of compassion have always meant so much to me. I like seeing folks being good to one another.

not my imagination

2 Mar

Today, Saturday evening, watching Star Trek tos in my bedroom..a quite evening. Got up to go to the kitchen, comeback and see what it appears to be water spilled on my bed sheets. A rather big spill. I don’t know how, I.. didn’t have water next to me, or siped any before leaving my room, I didn’t spill it. I would of noticed. A very unusual place for any water spillage, right by my elbow area in my bed. I didn’t give it much thought until now since I’m writing about it..plus, its happened once before.

The last time it was also inexplicable, no way did I spill water, or whatever substance it may be, just kidding its H2O, but it happened before, about 3 months ago. Different area of my bed that time, again I left my room and came back to see a wet mess. SMH. I was very confused that time.. I have a marine tank just feet away on the other side of the bed, with no one in my room I’m lost for words. 

Let’s say its a prank or just good times but who? Or what? 

At first, since I had no recollection of the incident.. I was quick to assume I was merging into a parallel reality, to a messier version of my self lol..I’m going to go ahead and dismiss that..why? Because thats twice in a row with the same shenanigan, and thats what it feels like, a prank of some sort. Somebody is having a bit of fun, at my expense. If a doc took a look at my blog, he or she might be a little concern, but trust, its legit.